January 18, 2023

Noises

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There’s so much noise in my head. I think that’s what social media does to me. It pulls me into a whirlwind of fragmented thoughts, opinions, and emotions—each post, comment, and trending topic an invitation to get lost in someone else’s reality. All these varying opinions and perspectives collide, clash, and clutter my mind. And as a rational being, my brain tries to process them all, weaving them into new thoughts and beliefs, creating voices that seem like my own. But at the end of the day, it’s just that: noise.

Endless streams of information and opinions branch out into countless topics—each more urgent, more opinionated, more demanding of my attention. From broad societal debates to heated arguments about fleeting events, they splinter off into personal experiences, making it all feel so intimate and personal. Before long, I find myself submerged in stories upon stories, perspectives upon perspectives. A rabbit hole I didn’t intend to enter, but one I can’t seem to climb out of. And before I know it, I’ve forgotten what’s truly important: the present moment, and my own authentic voice.

Can I really clear this mess in my head? Of course. It begins with taking a step back. Taking a break from the constant barrage. Lowering the volume of all these outside voices. Choosing to detach, to delete—even if just temporarily—the sources of the noise. To recenter myself. To focus on what’s unfolding here and now.

It starts with a conscious decision: to put everything that’s swirling in my head down on paper. To give these scattered thoughts a place outside my mind. At least then, it’s out. Out of me. It’s a small act of liberation, but it makes space. With that first step, clarity can slowly begin to seep in. And then, I move forward by listing what truly matters, paring down my attention to only those few things. Focusing on the essentials, on what’s within my control.

I have to remind myself that my mind has the ability to clear away this clutter. It’s capable. I just need to do the work, to put in the effort. To pause, to breathe, and to let the noise settle. Otherwise, I’ll stay tangled in the chaos, lost in a maze of opinions and distractions. And in the process, I’ll lose sight of the things that matter most: the simple, beautiful reality of what’s right in front of me.

Because, in the end, all this external chatter is just that—noise. It’s transient and fleeting. But what’s within me, and what’s immediately before me—those are the things that truly endure. So, I choose to listen more closely to the whisper of my own thoughts, to the quiet presence of now, and let everything else fall away.

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